It hurts so much tonight. Like it hasn't hurt in years. I've given up the fight I'm releasing all my tears. I've held this in so long. I can't hold it anymore. Soon it will gone? Then what am I still crying for? I should have never let it start. But now it rips my soul apart. Soon I will be freed of this? Will I EVER have such bliss? What if I remember it? Will the flame be once more lit? Will I ever get it out? All this pain I cry about I toss and turn in my bed. cry until my eyes turn red It hurts so very much tonight. Hurt this much? This can't be righ
