where did you lost it? i dont know, dont remember may be at 5 when i had a picture of me staring at me for a who? may be at 22 drowning in the silent sea at a secluded goa beach telling my self the sea is not big enough to drown ur spirit or 24 looking at the long barren road to a hostel a collage i never felt could give me soo many friends or 28 when Miss sunshine opened her hands full of fire-files and i thought she was too good to be with a person like me or 30 when the one person i loved most in my family fell dead in my arms, burning her on that sublime riverside or 35 when i choose to be single for ever knowing fully well how deep a silence this will create or 40 when when the silence kept on roaring and the loneliness created just a word nothing more or 50 when not much mattered suppressed every stupidity and killing some real tough animals or 65 when i choose what happens guide others not to fall for the pot holes or 85 when the whole drama starts to make sense and i look at you a 5 year old still asking where did you lose it manu? i dont know i dont remember..