I'm not used to writing poems. Ironically, I love writing poems . Alas!, you're not always able/lucky enough to do what u love I know! they hold no power over my life 'cause It's my life I have my freewill I was taught adages like- "sunna sau(100) ka karna man ka" "If you try to please everybody you'll end up pleasing nobody" Yet, why do I need to - act, talk, walk in "this" way, "their" way while I like doing "that" way, my way? why do I need to- appear as A in a group of of B, as C while I'm with "D" .........and as Y at z's place To masquerade, to wear a false pretense to change myself in accordance to situation ? Am I a chameleon? My poor real self gang-raped everyday by hypocrisy, social conditioning and their accomplices entreats for a help But I no more hear the cries or do I pretend not to hear?