sometimes, all of a sudden i tend to feel so incomplete.. lying down with my remorse .. hugging to my defeats .. i am lit and..i burn .. but without any heat..without any flame.. i suffocate and i struggle in the arms of my defeater ..sighing his name .. there are times when you are so far yet so close...so close yet so far .. i shut down the windows to my brain and set the door of my heart ajar .. i am cold ..my face is white as a sheet.. petrified yet expectant i am..my future..i want to meet digging my nails deep into the soulless bed.. inside i feel like its an explosion of red.. getting numb with each breath .. feeling alive with each touch .. filling you in me..feeling you with me while i moan..while i clutch .. and suddenly i enter in a new world..world that i am unaware of.. world that holds fantasies many world that seems to know all my answers..breathing into me and completing me without actually telling me any.. and then i feel no need to know anything further and then i feel all those dreams that i nurture and then i seek no answers..and then i have no questions and then i set free to fly high..without standing on any queer notions i cry out loud..brimming with ecstasy .. shutting my eyes and trying not to believe at my destiny.. still shuddering in the arms of my enemy but there is a difference, and it is that .. now i am complete.. now i am at ease.. now my white face gleams now i am full .. now i am not tired.. now i shut my eyes and i sleep .. in the lap of beautiful and happy dreams i am satisfied..
Hows this: lying down .. i am lit and..i burn .. but without any heat..without any flame.. digging my nails deep into the soulless bed.. inside i feel like its an explosion of red.. getting numb with each breath .. feeling alive with each touch .. filling you in me..feeling you with me while i moan..while i clutch .. i cry out loud..brimming with ecstasy .. shutting my eyes and trying not to believe at my destiny.. still shuddering .. now i am complete.. now i am at ease.. now my white face gleams now i am full .. now i am not tired.. now i shut my eyes and i sleep .. in the lap of beautiful and happy dreams i am satisfied.. ;-)
once i asked you a question...do you ever think about anything else.. ? now i really don't find a need to ask that question any more.. hahaha