i am a chewing gum i feel i have been chewed enough and spit out i am tasteless and useless now i have been used and reused throughout... trust and love are two beautiful words they say relationships are the best things that can happen to one, they say then why is it only with me why have i become a part of this stupid play.. am i an invitation? do i look like one? i wonder am i the only one at fault? am i the only one to blame? i ponder i thought i fell in love, i thought it to be pure but all i got to know was that i was someone's lust's cure.. a kiss they say is as sweet as anything could be it was true until now but now it seems like a poisonous bile to me i guess now that is the way world pays you back everything, everyone is grey, none of us white or black i guess my life is a board of chess i am the soldier who is sacrificed without will my life is like that ball i guess i've been hit hard enough to be out of the game without will.. what is my fault? just that i fell in love and that i thought he did too ? what is my fault? maybe that i believed him when he said "i love you"