This is one of my darker musings so yeah enjoy? or maybe not I’m falling falling falling Further into despair Doesn’t anyone out there even care? There must be something wrong with me Because nothings ever right It’s like everything I do Is nonexistent out of sight And How am I to deal with? All the emotions that I feel When I cannot decipher Between what is made up and is real? It gets harder everyday To find myself each time All my fears and insecurities Who am I really? What am I really? Everywhere I go Every face I see Irrelevant Non existent Nothing more No never anything more Maybe I was born backwards Made to love the things we’re meant to hate And maybe thats why the things I love Never love me Or maybe this is the world’s idea of a great big cosmic joke Well okay You got me Can it just end now please? It was never funny And my mind can only take so much before it Snaps just like a twig No never the same There’s no going back Please Don’t make me Now I can feel it The darkness seeping in through the cracks in the wall like a spirit It beckons me and encourages me to fall It will catch me have no fear When I fall Bliss pure bliss Then nothing at all
Superb ur writings are inspiring and i like your style best line When i fall Bliss pure bliss deep down abyss
Loved the lines... the way you relate seemingly unrelated things..superb! BTW is this your idea of an apocalypse?