since ages living each day through the emotional ways and not allowing the mind to create the gap between me and world sentimentally... i was mocked at my attitude and became a joker on my lameness, degraded to my lowest level.... and battered emotionally hearing excuses of not being pratical, excessive sentiments killed me and disgraced me.... losing my strength to repel back what was not for me... painstakingly cried on the judgement meted out to me... today.... i threw down the veils, gearing myself for being selfish for each truth .. counting the conditions on my fingers... for my satisfaction ignoring the heart talk ......closing the door forever of saintly preach standing on my toes taking out my sting of hatred and revenge waiting for the first victim . facsinating the happiness to see the tears on the eyes of others...due to me and i am giving consolation of being practical... waiting to be happy forever walking on the path of soul purification....feeding my soul with new options to be satsified..... rohit