Sometimes I find it hard Just to think about the pain Of everything we went through And never will again But even though I’m still Living in your memory I think it’s finally time I set myself free No longer will I get emotional When I realize you're not there And that you're never coming back And that you never really cared But I just want to make sure you know That I’ll never ever blame you For I know all you've been through And how there’s no way it couldn't change you Sometimes I think I’ll be okay Time passes and feelings lessen But then it builds back up And I slowly reach depression Old habits die hard And new habits are harder to form That’s why I always slip and fall The endless cycle becomes norm It’s just so hard to forget all the memories All those secrets that were spoken I gave you my heart But you returned it to me broken You’d think I’d have learned by now Not to make those same mistakes But it’s just too hard to learn from empty smiles disguised by fakes You always gave me false assurances That everything would be okay But then everything started crumbling And you just went away Leaving me to deal with This mess you left behind Trying to put the pieces together But there’s parts missing I’ll never find
Another sad addition ... the lines go swift ... and it actually conveys your confused state of mind !!! i loved the line where u said "You always gave me false assurances" ... i personally like this part of human spirit, people who try to make things better who dream of a better tomorrow and convey their dreams ... when ever i wake up early and look at the rising sun ( although it happens rarely ) i often feel that this morning is because of those who told their loved onse that the night will fall and there will be light !!
