i am just trying to write something .. but i guess i won't be able to .. trying to write smthing about US ..but i guess i won't be able to .. for what we share..is beyond all the words that the world can ever know we have a bond .. we have a relation that i cannot express..i can never show . going down this beautiful lane..that's filled with red roses i smell ecstasy and bliss without faking any poses when i first walked on this street .. it seemed to b so dark and gloomy i just walked with a hope that MAYBE sometime soon i'd find a companion ..i'd find my homie and here i am .. still walking here .. but i am not alone im still here .. holding hands of an angel ..yes ..i am not on my own im walking with some one i cannot walk without ..it feels just like a dream when i smell him close he asks me to give him a name..and all i think about is .. ..what matches him .. what's so excellent..a star..? an angel or a red rose? and then i know my answer i am lying to myself ..i cannot give him a name. because.i cannot let anything share him then i think i am crazy ..but i can't help it .. i think about him all day all night..wen the sun is bright .. or the light is dim people often told me about soul mates but i thought of it as utter crap but now i can't help but think the same .. when i am with him under this wrap when i look deep into his cute little eyes i see me as something so important ..like some prestigious prize when he touches me i forget that there exists a world different than this all i can think about is..that he is mine and i am his he hugs me tight ..he holds me close and i feel him breathing on my face he kisses me and ..i wish that the world would stand still and never find its pace i am bad at expressing myself .i don't know what to say ..the paper is teasing me.. or maybe its just me or maybe its him i stammer i quiver coz i think its too good to be true .. sometimes when i feel him .. i know my eyes wel up ..emotions at the brim i can't really define him . actually i don't want to.its something too personal. and it is the toughest thing i have ever known you really want to know him? naah ..i won't tell coz i hide him from the world .. you'll find him in my breath ..you 'll find him in my moans are you just looking at me and thinking that i am insane? what will you do? you'll chide me but i tell you beforehand..its gonna go in vain i just know and i want you to know that i love him and will do so forever i know that nature has played weird games with us ..it has acted way too clever but i know when i am with him ..i spit on nature's rule and relations all i can think of and all i really think is that he is the world's best creation i say this not because i am partial i say this because its so true he's my smile .. he's my lifeline .. all the time ..but more so ..when he says .. " i love you " and i find my real happiness when i kiss these words back with my lips .. " oh! i love you too "