Another darker poem/lyrics of mine come to think of it im not sure ive ever written even a slightly happy poem or song before... ahh ohwell enjoy. you know if you're into that kind of thing. who am i to judge i find myself wondering when I cant sleep at night is a secret a secret when theres no one who might even care all i can do is stare as the silence is watching me creeping up slow its smiles getting bigger ive got nowhere to go but i try only escape lies inside and the world that surrounds me it feels like a dream I've been trying for so long but i just cant seem to feel i wake up and the dream becomes real sometimes it comes creeping i just let it in fighting is futile no matter what i do it always wins i can only take so much before my mind caves in...