after long time i sobbed digging myself in pillow convincing myself the truth...... we are not we but we are you and me..separate... the words thumping the walls of heart stopping myself not to break loose the tear cells... life made me to pay again for the sin i never did .. i paid it losing the innocence for ever taking the receipt of lost and battered soul yearning again... searching again what needs to be really happy where i lack ... rohit