There is this void somewhere deep in my soul, somethin that i cant quite describe.. it feels like iam hurting yet in a way i enjoy it.. can it be that i like pain?? i fear pins and needles.. i fear hurting my mortal self.. but in a weird way..i dont think im too worried abt "ME" I love the music playing around me right now.. it somewhow just seemed to touch me.. can you believe that i have tears in my eyes..right now..
well, i kinda relate with what u wrote... except that i'm not afraid of pins n needles.... but lets not go there but there have been moments when i have felt just what u wrote... pain can be addictive, really
