The days are so long But the nights are even longer I try so hard to fight it But they only come back stronger Searching for that key They say will set me free But they never told me Its only inside me So I lay here in the dark Waiting for that spark To come take me away To a place where its all okay And I try to hold on To the things that I know But they whisper in my ear telling me to let it go I don’t know who I am Anymore What purpose have they brought me here for? What am I doing to myself Time for another vacation somewhere else Maybe this time it will be somewhere warm and sunny where the people wont look and act so funny Maybe this time ill get to stay Maybe this time… they wont take me away