I have to see so much pain it makes me wonder why I should live to see. I don%u2019t want to breathe any longer as I see alot of sadness and tears ahead of me It hurts so much to see a loved one suffer I can%u2019t be stronger and tougher It agonizes me so much to see a loved one die I cannot handle it, I cannot lie It torments me to think that one day in this world I may be all alone I cannot fathom of living without my family and friends...how will I just live on my own I am helplessly looking to cure my grief, my pain....everything negative I feel The only remedy I am told for my woes is time ......only time will heal What will time do? Time makes the memories of lost loved ones fade Time wipes all the promises that were made Time numbs the pain but the wound stays for keeps Time dries the tears on face but the heart still weeps Time forces us to forget the anguish and sorrow Time lends us a few smiles but the grief it forgets to borrow Time makes nothing right; it makes the wrong a little less wrong Time doesn%u2019t shorten the pain; it makes the suffering a little more long The future as I see it holds more misery than hope Life to me is like a downhill slope With every passing year, with every passing season I don%u2019t see a point in living, I just see no reason Hmmm..I am not immortal; one day even I have to die Then why worry about it during this time I meant to stay alive I will live each day as it were my last I will dance each day as if life were a big party and one big blast I will sing each day, everyday sing my last song I will smile each day, each day I will laugh along I will express each day my love to all I love I will fulfill all my dreams and wishes before I get a summon from above I will do everything I can do to survive So that when I die my last words will be %u201CI lived a good life"
