Another view point poem; this time in the point of view of a friend of mine Every day It’s the same The guilt eats at me I feel the shame And every time I see those eyes I wonder if it’s you In disguise The more he grows The less I know What to do About you Should I say? It’s all okay That he’ll see you Again some day Should I hide? My feelings inside All for those eyes That make me despise The person I am underneath Damaged beyond repair There’s no relief It’s my fault after all I was too weak to stand up tall I deserved to feel the pain I always drove you insane I didn't even say goodbye I packed my things and told you lies I sold everything so I could pay To catch a flight and run away I just couldn't take it anymore Not for the one whom I adore So many nights locked inside that cupboard Hoping never to be discovered And what was it all for He’ll never be happy of that I’m sure Always missing daddy and it’s my entire fault Always searching for replacements with such poor results And every time I look into those eyes I know I’m failing him and inside I die No matter what I do it will never be enough To fill that gaping hole that is absent of your love
