i stare at this papr .. 4 d frst time i feel strangely empty.. today is the frst timet i felt dat i actually was all alone..i felt dat even my soul betrayed me.. my brain is brimmin' wid all thots ov thots i am calmly tryin to break thru 4m all d tyt knots.. i wasn't successful..i went in vain my heart today beats as usual....bt 4 dis unbearable pain.. i think of the time now...i think of the time passed by as i think...i feel this salty water roll by.. if i were to know that i had to live without u if i were to know dat all alone by dis rough phase i had to go thru.. if i were to know dat i no longer posess ur shoulder if i wer to no suddenly life wud b so practical nd colder.. trust me wud neva hav lived nymore trust me i wud hav found myself even more disgraced dan a whore.. i am empty today i feel everythin' .. slowly swayin' away... i need u .. nd u knw dat i do bt i know dat u won't cm back... i understand .. bt u knw dat widout u smthing's always gonna lack.. its like a hole that has been punched thru my chest i wish it was not u..wish dat dis hole was easy to congest.. all i say is that i lov u..nd will do dat 4eva.. whereva u myt b..wateva d circumstances myt b. i won't let u go...dat easy..
rickyrich...i'll keep dat in mind...thnk u.. hosemouth...thnx a lot...nd i normally write sad poetrv only..
yes i know..wen u're sad poetry comes naturally... Not the same with happiness...dunno why? Guess we don't think of other things that time. Which's why happy poems are more difficult to write... Sadness makes us empty, which opens gates for poetic ideas.
