Disturbed Look, look at your creation Do you see the monster you've made? Once a naive child ecstatic and carefree Lost in a world of euphoric delusion Corruption was unknown and selfishness was unpercievable Vengeance was foolish and hatred was not an option Now look Here i stand with an insuppresible thirst Quenched only by the screams of the dying And the blood of the dead. All i wanted was love to cherish All i wanted was affection to treasure And all i wanted was care to feel worthy Instead I was met with the unsurmountable barrier That was you. Mocking my efforts at compassion Pushing me towards my humane extinction All under the mask of making me a man Fit for living in this world. Did your man meet your expectations? Wild matted hair, overwhelming sadness in my eyes, Lost in this abyss of hopelessness I decided to fight against my helplessness Knowing only one way, the way you gave unto me Feed off pain and dine on misery Eat on souls and thrive What you taught me is this and what i did was thus Knife in hand, hatred in my mind and fury in my eyes i spotted my first victim and made her writhe The dancing blade in my hand weaving through Her seemingly ethereal body Eliciting the cries that made me shiver with happiness In anticipation of the next one This is what you made me That was to be my last attempt at wholeness I was captured and confined Deemed a mentally ill human being Tossed into depraving captivity All while you watched In seeming nonchalance Why did you think i deserved this? With no respite for my anger No calming screams to help me sleep The hell within me threatens To engulf me and burn me into A handful of living ashes Why dont you do anything? You raised me to up to be what i will be Your countenance is what led my life here There is nothing to live for anymore Look at what you did to me You left me disturbed You still leave me disturbed...... mmm?