If i have it all then why do i feel sad Afraid and frightened all the time, Feeling like a man unclad I'm tired of pretending to be so strong, faking my smile When I'm afraid of losing something that's not even mine I wanna cry out loud but the tears don't fall Just can't help it, coz i am a man after-all I am going crazy or maybe this feeling doesn't have a name I think the reason is me and there's nobody else to blame Why can't i just hide in a place of serenity Why does everything around me seems so dirty Maybe I'll get better or used to this pain But i know no matter how hard i try my effort will be in vain...
I'll not say that its your best, you've been better before, but its a smooth-flowing piece of poetic thoughts.