Bells ring in my head, notions to provoke temporary thoughts. Light and dark images in my mind, form a million tiny spots. I mull over what has happened, noting my mistakes in the way. A shining fragment of cognition, drifts my mind away. Housing imperturbable memories, some sad, some of joy, some not light as they seem, some not dark as they are. Seemingly pointless figments of imagination, sometimes make way for brighter moments to come by, Leading a smile for today. With no one around to upset, it feeds on my every breath. Some thoughts scaring me no end, some reminding me of death. Wonder how aloneness does bring, to the state of my mind, Sometimes a solemn state of happiness and peace. A warm usher of torrents come by, Unfound treasures strewn in heaps. And I lay quietly on my bed, my heart filled with gratitude. To the mind I seem to be thinking, I am just "Contemplating in Solitude". Comments???? guyz this place dried in the past few days, n seems to be run only by 2 ppl, monica, me
I did this work cuz currently I've cut myself off from the whole world (yep! true), no frnds, no nothing.........only connection is via IGT, n tht too just to vent my thoughts..... its to explain to the world (my friends) that I'm not being rude, not talkin to 'em n all..... but m just nurturing myself in solitude, a thing like changing myself completely, so tht when I come out the world wud look at me differently..... thinking 'bout my past, niceties n mistakes, joy n sorrow....n changing all the time... change, change! lol.......just did!
