life i see u now from a different prespective the way i never thought i will caring for you although i know you mean noting now sometimes i feel i was longing for this shadow side but this darkness is scary so much so that if my hands touch anything i get punched by the fear of unknown even the closest relations now, are people i want to be farthest from i cant see anything not even through my internal eye but i feel i am standing on a high cliff with a wide ocean ahead the sound of the splashing waves is assuring the smell of ground is soothing the feel of the wet wind is inspiring they all will stay this darkness the absence of sun his nature of playing hide and seek is distracting i want to stand alone and live without the soo called light !!!