i am a chewing gum i feel i have been chewed enough and spit out i am tasteless and useless now i have been used and reused throughout... trust and love are two beautiful words they say relationships are the best things that can happen to one, they say then why is it only with me why have i become a part of this stupid play.. am i an invitation? do i look like one? i wonder am i the only one at fault? am i the only one to blame? i ponder i thought i fell in love, i thought it to be pure but all i got to know was that i was someone's lust's cure.. a kiss they say is as sweet as anything could be it was true until now but now it seems like a poisonous bile to me i guess now that is the way world pays you back everything, everyone is grey, none of us white or black i guess my life is a board of chess i am the soldier who is sacrificed without will my life is like that ball i guess i've been hit hard enough to be out of the game without will.. what is my fault? just that i fell in love and that i thought he did too ? what is my fault? maybe that i believed him when he said "i love you"
i guess now that is the way world pays you back everything, everyone is grey, none of us white or black Soo true ...some time back even i use to feel the same way ...as if i am unable to judge people through talks alone (non-professional relatiosnhips ) and i learned there are very few who have the courage to speak the truth (althought most i met were very genuine people).. and those who do have it they remain truthful to what they say !! Anyways Awesome poetry it touches a very common feeling and you have expressed it neatly.
To be honest even you used the other person for your needs/requirements. These needs may seem "pure" to you ... but still they are your needs