the boy is an artist ..graffities on the walls amusemets for dresses frowns for uniforms nights breeze & low lights even the rains paint some part he couldnt do it for any one but has to, for art for the art is like feaver like a pulsating oragasm grabs it ties it ****s it can't pause it thus feeds the hungry heart but i tell u the heart is selfish one it makes the boy do things things that pump the reddish white and a lot of blackish ink extreams of thin threads of faith with no concios of happens what streched till it breaks then what? then no toddlers toll or no messages, no calls then what? then 3 doors down or poets of the fall i told u the boy is an artist ..graffities on the wall..
i did not understand these lines..ok..im sounding dumb..but i really din' .. the boy over here is an artist.. but to sell his art he is forced to do things or paint somethings that he does not really wish to.. ? am i on the right track ? if i am..i dunno .. i got confused after that..please explain..
nope the boy is an artists and he not selling any thing .. free artist .. so he paints graffiti's (freelance) .. he needs ideas so he experiments.. he stretches every relation goes to extreme's and then all soft relations walk away (toddlers - other small kids) thus no messages no call ... then he listens to music (here without you- 3 doors down or carnival of rust by poets of the fall kinda songs) as i told you the boy is an artist ( artists mess it all to feel the difference to feed the art) .. (underlying thought this artists does things to feed the quest of art.. the poem reflects the shadow side of a particular artist and to a inquisitive reader must pose a question if art is soo much of trouble why does to boy indulge in it...?? not for others admiration .. the good work itself is a reward... ) I wont give any more explanations .. i really dont like to.. if i have to explain that means i failed !!