when i really grew up..the world turned around.. when i really grew up..i knew that it wasn't really always filled with pleasant sounds situations changed ..people changed..life complicated and i was still sitting there thinking that cleverness was overrated tried to observe everything with an eagle's eye all i realized was that i badly failed at my naive try the world still pushes me around.. walks over me and then walks forward leaving smudged footprints on the ground i get up again .. i fall again..and then i am lost lying down there i try to asses emotion's true cost lying down there i knew that this wasn't the place i belong to deep within i feel that maybe i was right..maybe they could be wrong too.. no one cared..they still walk past ..i don't know where..and for what lust all i know is that ..i am left behind in a never clearing cloud of dust.. then i know i won't ever really grow up ..if it meant chasing the lightening then i knew i could never really grow up..take me away ..all of this seems so frightening. i feel happy in my own little world..it might be a little too simple for you but this is where i belong .. this is where i feel complete..this is the world which i really consider to be true..
good lines, as always..aptly expressed emotions..keep it up! (is it in anyway related to the recent hot teenager comments?? )