i am a chewing gum i feel
i have been chewed enough and spit out
i am tasteless and useless now
i have been used and reused throughout...
trust and love are two beautiful words they say
relationships are the best things that can happen to one, they say
then why is it only with me
why have i become a part of this stupid play..
am i an invitation? do i look like one? i wonder
am i the only one at fault?
am i the only one to blame? i ponder
i thought i fell in love, i thought it to be pure
but all i got to know was that i was someone's lust's cure..
a kiss they say is as sweet as anything could be
it was true until now but now it seems like a poisonous bile to me
i guess now that is the way world pays you back
everything, everyone is grey, none of us white or black
i guess my life is a board of chess
i am the soldier who is sacrificed without will
my life is like that ball i guess
i've been hit hard enough to be out of the game without will..
what is my fault? just that i fell in love
and that i thought he did too ?
what is my fault?
maybe that i believed him when he said "i love you"
i am strong on the surface... not all the way through..
i've never been perfect but neither have you...
so if you're asking me i want you to know..
when my time comes..forget the wrong that i've done , help me leave behind some..reasons to be missed..