limping from recent setback
of loosing the way for having bread and butter
but still keeping head high and walking up for few moments
harsh reality struck me down
with no reason to convince...
stucked in the situation
where i can feel
neither i can go forward nor i can backward,
and still confronting my fears
realising what next move destiny will take....
caught up in the moral argument
that is blinding the truth...
wrapped up by the material considerations
made me loose the sight of
the various aspect of life viz blood relations,friends
for whom i am the part of their life as well,
standing between the whirlwind of situation
that moved very fast
engineered by headstrong and convincing opinion
is this caused by destiny's mischief or malice?
even i was on guard but now
its difficult to cheer up the soul
motivating it in dark times of this hour..
and struggling to comeout of the grip of depression
as if i am trapped in dreary routine
yet an opportunity in store
farsightedness is needed as it will be
appearing in unexpected way.....
loosing sleep over current problem
passing through dark tunnels and going through testing times
especially feeling deserted by loved ones.....
waiting for light it seems over for just now ...