This one is my last poem (at least for a few months...can't be sure if I'll never do it again) on IGT...This one is,well, after a long time I actually wrote something for me...I don't know if I kept the rhyme scheme etc...
Please do comment on it if you read it...
Do you really know
how much it hurts
to know your true love
Loves you no more
that your presence no longer
just because destiny took you away
for some years and a few hundred miles...
We shared a love
which reflected innocence,
I return to find,
You've found someone elso now,
And all this time I was gone,
I never quite learned to move on..
You're happy,I can see that
I love to see you happy,
but I can't deny the jealousy,
I wish it was me those eyes looked upon,
because I've always been a loser at moving on..
You can't feel my frustration,
My rage at destiny,
Subconscious convincing me,
that we were never meant to be..
Yet I can't fix a heart that's burnt and torn,
How pray tell do I move on??!!
I feel like I should just tell her
that I still love her
risk what's left between the two of us
maybe I'll write a poem...sing a song,
And just forget about moving on..
Yet she smiles as she sees her love
and I'm burnt alive to know
Its not me anymore
Our eyes meet for seconds
I don't see the love anymore
I look back at her
Pretend a happy smile
And walk on....
And I'm sure she'll never know
That I never moved on...
"I feel like I'm number one,yet I'm last in line..."
"So I think I'll keep on walking,with my head held high...
And only God knows why..."
Only God Knows Why - Kid Rock