its not only him
its not only him that i have lost
it is the entire foundation of love and trust
it is the entire amount of care i've ever known
it is the smiles i have smiled
it is the tears i have cried
it is the joy of my once red cheeks
it is the laugh on my lips
it is the snore in my sound sleep
it is the twinkle in my eyes
it is the pride of my nose
it is the softness of my skin
it is the nonchalance in my stride
it is the music in my mind
it is the confidence that once reflected in the mirror
it is the carelessness of my actions
it is the innocence of my nature
it is the mystery of my words
it is the routine of the day
it is the chatter in the evenings
it is the tranquility of the night
it is not just him that i have lost, it is me..
it is me who is now a walking corpse
it is me who is now a stranger to myself
it is me who is now clinging on to ghosts
it is me who is now never going to be the same again..
no, it is not just him that i have lost
it is me..
i am strong on the surface... not all the way through..
i've never been perfect but neither have you...
so if you're asking me i want you to know..
when my time comes..forget the wrong that i've done , help me leave behind some..reasons to be missed..