i feel so tired, bored and irritated
clutching to my head so tight..aaargh i am so frustrated
trying to write something just to vent my anger ..
but after the frenzy's over
i realize that oops i just tore that paper..
and then i pick up my tennis racket
hit the ball so hard..that i need detectives to track it ..
jumping around..i reach the kitchen just to have some water or a bite
and i gulp down the whole bottle of water but still don't feel alright
go out to have some fresh air
and i end up chiding life for being unfair
sitting down at the railing
i see kids screaming loud..ah they are just playing
the birds are chirping
but i feel they are howling
every sound in the universe seems to be growing ( on me )
then i decide to leave all the rest
go back home..in my bed..my tranquil nest
hug one ****ow tight and tuck the other under my head
finally i feel relaxed..out of my misery and confusion ..in my bed ..
please..do not comment.. " outburst of emotions"
i know it is.. but..aah...whatever!