oh yeah..here i am incoherant with rage and grief
well to admit...i am kind of glad that this encounter was brief
damn..when i think about all u said..all you did
why din i realize that for you..i was just another kid
just thinking about what went wrong
just thinking why did it took so ..oh so long
everything was so damn perfect
was it she...or was it you..or was it me..that proved to be a defect..?
make it..move it...break it..
oh you..how did you fake it..?
what made me think that you were amazing
why was i so blind ..dude you dunno how much about you i was raving..
i loved you with all that i had
but dunno what made you do it...tell me.. was i so bad..?
some abuse you...some console me..some tell me you were just another playboy
some say you used me just as some toy
you know what..i refuse to believe them all
i was a stone ..dunno how you penetrated through that wall...
oh forget it ..its all so over
lemme now go and run for some cover..
i screamed ..i shouted ..i cried..i stammered
dude you left me all shattered
you cant be loving two freaking people
don't play with heart and its damn emotions ..boy they are so feeble..
dunno what makes you behave as some magnet..agreed it was my folly i was attached and attracted
how stupid i was ..i felt as much as me..you were committed..
dunno if i wanna blame me or i wanna blame u
dunno why d hell am i even caring to remember...we're through
shit...!! i loved you..and will do so forever
no matter for you i was just a bloody chewing gum..chewed in and spit out..oh yeah..
damn me .. i still have hope
i wanna get you out of my mind....get me some dope..
u did say u were never away.. maybe even now you would say that you'd never be apart
i just wanna stare you in those cold eyes and shout out..don't you dare to f*** with a true heart...