i used em' again....short forms.....oops....4give me ...plzzzz
dey lauf over my so called "innocenc"
dey say dey r sick ov all my nonsense...
dey smile over my inquisitiv eyes
dey pull my cheeks after every word ov mine..
dey describe me as a child
dey always feel dat even d wildest ov my anger is just "mild"...
dey always describe me as cute and kiddish
i dunno wat to do...i ain't got much ov optns....i just frown with small eyes nd dat too is termed as behaviour dat is childish..!!
dey say dat dun' understand dat if my behaviour is intentional or is it not
nd i feel like answerin' dat y r ur eyes not able to c dat if i am angry ...dat anger is "hot"..
i dun' ever understand dat wat exactly hav i done or i do to recieve d tag of "innocent"...childish" or "sweet"
i feel as though i am always under scrutiny...b it bout wat i eat...b it dat i hav got white feet..
i dun' get wats wrong if i am frightened of vitnessin' fyts
i dun' get wats ryt in callin' quitz afetr bein' wid each other 4 soo many days nd nytes..
maybe i am dumb...
bt d way ppl think..it just makes me feel numb..
i dunno wat it is...actually nw...i say nor do i care
i dun' care hw well on ur scale do i fare..
i convince hard myself to believe dat it does not matter
i say dat dat it doesn't matter if all ov my drmz scatter...
i swear dat i wud build em' all again
wid all d sweat...blood nd pain..
u mite call me nythin'l u want to all i say is dun' doubt my capabilties...
i dunno wat is it..postiv or negativ...it shud not hinder wid my ablity...
if u think dat i am innocent...or nythin' else..all i want to say is...i am just me...
nd i always will b me...