......with a hope in my mind.....

I know that I shall someday return,
to get my chance to be.
I know how you feel lone and disconcerted,
I know that reason is me.

The words I spoke for you,
were'nt the thoughts that I had.
And the nights of silence that followed,
Just made the distance to add.
Now I look between tiny windows,
to the sea that is beyond.
Trapped in a haze of fire; I'm a fly,
A tiny piece of life in the sky.

Now I live between two horizons,
These light and dark shades of blue.
I see some colours at one far end,
I wonder if its you.
So why dont you call out to me,
I'm waiting for you to say
yes; or I will soon be lost;
There's a storm coming this way.

I wonder if you hear me calling,
there's no other way to comprehend.
I ask for the sea to carry my voices,
But these shades of blue would'nt understand.

I know how your indifference hurts me,
Your heart does'nt have a place.
For now I'm living between shades of blue,
Cherishing those happy days.