its good you posted your poem..and not referred to as crap..never do that!!!
how old is this one?
the presentation is nice..
since the sujbject himself seems confused you have done justice in reflecting that in the poem
potrayal of some emotions is quite hard
people may have all the concepts and all the ideas,but it sure is hard to put it paper..
wont ask you if this is inspired by real incidents and dont even tell me that
what i perceive is a recurring emotion cycle the person follows.. and that lasts forever ie. Ad infinitum- (i also liked the title btw)
PS- whats with your username?
Thus drifting afar to the dim-vaulted caves
Where life and its ventures are laid,
The dreamers who gaze while we battle the waves
May see us in sunshine or shade;
Yet true to our course, though the shadows grow dark,
We'll trim our broad sail as before,
And stand by the rudder that governs the bark,
Nor ask how we look from the shore!
Oliver Wendell Holmes